Being proud that you’re from the ghetto and being proud that you are trying to be ghetto are two different things -.- yea be proud of where you came from,be proud of the struggle that you had to endure, be proud of the fact that youre trying to better your life and be able to say, “I am from the ghetto and now I make more money than you can imagine.” But when you start yelling thinking that you’re “cool” or “tough” because you’re trying to impress people by showing them how a “ghetto kid” should be acting then you just look dumb -.- yea standing up for yourself is one thing but when you start disrespecting people and starting problems then you’re a lame where are you going to be going in life if all you do is try and be the typical “ghetto kid”

I am just tired…exhausted…I am bored of the same routine everyday, i am tired of people walking in and out of my life, i am tired of feeling like the bad guy when I try to stand up for myself when people keep trying to take advantage.  Truthfully I want to leave, I want a new life; don’t get me wrong I don’t hate my life I really love it, but I want more, I feel like my life can be so much better.  I see people on the red carpet and I picture myself on there, walking as a celebrity, being asked who am i wearing, I want that life but i am just so exhausted :\ 

where we could be cute together, do things together, and just be happy together

…where can i find that??…